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Still lonely.....

Well, I'm still lonely...... I almost thought that I could be with Josh, but I quickly came to my senses. I love that kid to death, but he's just mixed up in some bad shit right now. I really like him, and there are times that I wish I could tell him how I feel, but I'm afraid.  There's alot of shit happening with everybody right now. On the brightside, I met this really amazing english guy at Busch Gardens. He gave me his myspace and everything, so we've been talking. He's really the only person I can talk to anymore. I finally have Amy to talk to again. Thank God. And I have Megan. They're pretty much it. Okay, well I'm out. Later.

xxoo
Me

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Madina Lake Layout

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